Author: pencandy

I'm a Registered Nurse. I love to travel. I love to read. I love to write. I love cooking/baking. I love to share our blessings. I love to sing (frustrated singer). I love music. I love small things. I love rain. I love autumn & spring. I love my family. I love to pray. I love God.

Parturiency

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6386552-a-cartoon-illustration-of-two-storks-delivering-a-newborn-babiesPregnancy is a wonderful thing. It’s a blessing, a beautiful journey.

Turning a year older makes me twitch as i think of conception. It makes me wonder if I ever would be a mother in this lifetime. This thought always gives me a misty eye. We’ve been trying to have a baby. But i guess we haven’t been trying enough.6cr5keRdi

So many people asked me over the years about this matter. I know I’m not alone in feeling vile and somewhat attacked by these most personal questions that were at first annoying, then distressing. Who knew how trying to be pregnant would take over every inch of your existence? Oh well, I know I can’t blame people. But being human and as a woman, I, at times get piqued by this.

As time goes by, I’m becoming quite blasè with this matter. But i still can’t deny that I’m falling on bricks everytime i’m being tackled with the issue.

I know we have been blessed beyond our dreams and I can’t thank God enough for the unconditional love He has given us. I have to stop being scared and stressed out. Instead, just pray.. keep on praying, never cease. I just have to let go and let God work His wonders. For as long as I have peace of mind and peace in my heart, I know I will be ok. God loves us. God loves me and I just have to rest in that.

Just breathe. Inhale. Exhale. Just be and let God.child-prayer-hands-praying-faith-19519360

Welcome =)

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Wow! Finally, I have the time to create my own blog site. It’s been awhile since I last wrote a piece. I miss this. I miss reading as well. By the way, I got a hold of the new Kindle Oasis – it’s awesome! I highly recommend it. It comes with WiFi + 3G and it’s so thin and

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New Kindle Oasis

light, so handy.

Well, now that I decided to reclaim my hobbies and interests, I am ready to share my thoughts as I travel this life. I have so much to be grateful for. I am way blessed more than I deserve. God loves me as much as He loves you. God is truly awesome. With my new chapter in life as a wife, I can’t wait to unravel and see what lies ahead. I’ve been busy with my career as a RN and a wife that I didn’t find the chance to continue my best interests. But now that I do, I have so much plans that I want to pursue – my MSN, Blog site, Charity, Travel, and of course, Babies!.. can’t wait for God to bestow us with little angels to have and hold. I guess we just have to keep on trying. God is in control.

Finally, let me just say… WELCOME TO MY WORLD! =)